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I'm GETTING IT! [Sep. 11th, 2007 - 11:13 am]
Diabetics with Binge Eating Disorder or COE

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[mobmama]
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for some strange reason, something clicked in my head, and i'm GETTING IT. for almost two weeks, i've been keeping my blood sugars to a normal level (with medication and insulin). I mean, picture perfect normal levels -- between 70 and 120 are my goals, and i'm coming in between 63 and 129. that is truly remarkable -- almost a modern miracle.

how? cutting back severely on portion sizes, primarily. and for the most part, i am not feeling deprived -- or depraved! (that was a joke, people!)

and i'm feeling so much better. not as moody, nor as lethargic.

i'm also feeling so much MORE!! it's hard to explain unless you've been there. . . . but a bunch of feelings are no longer blocked, and they are jumping up demanding to be heard/felt. in the past, i would have run from many of them, because many of them are, ahem, LESS THAN COMFORTABLE. giving myself permission to FEEL all this is very freeing -- and exhausting, and painful, and joyful, and demanding. and i'm doing it.

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From: orcinus_dorka
2007-09-11 03:40 pm (UTC)
Hey, I don't even know you but I'm happy for you. Best wishes and thank you for sharing this. I think I'm not the only one who'll feel hopeful upon reading your post :)
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[User Picture]From: mobmama
2007-09-11 05:12 pm (UTC)
thanks!! i appreciate the good wishes!! best to you, too!
M
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[User Picture]From: joei
2007-09-11 04:36 pm (UTC)
I am so NOT getting it right now.
I hope I can get where you are soon.

Congratulations! Keep it up!
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[User Picture]From: mobmama
2007-09-11 05:11 pm (UTC)
believe me, it's been a loooong journey -- and i certainly don't feel anywhere near "completely resolved"!! but i do feel rather "resolved for today".

thanks, and best to you, too!!
M
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